sometimes i wonder,am i a good friend or a bad one?

i've been helping my friend for the past few days and i dont have the confident in me.will she remember what i've done for her or will she ditch me again?boyfie start to lecture me bout all this which keeps me thinking all day long and it really bother me,u see..and her ibu called me earlier and ask me to keep her daughter company tomorrow afternoon at home coz she wont be at home.&yea,i agreed to it..i shall keep her accompany like i told her,''i'll stand by you when you need me.''...im just doing my part as a friend to a friend that i love.