& NOW!!!boyfie should already be here,right beside me but call nenek and she said sulaiman's still sleeping -_____- so i can only wait for him to wake up lor...brape lamer sak nk tunggu?!!?!?

anyway,yesterday night,i tidy up my cupboard and found lots and i means real LOTS of stuff in memories of me &firdaus..haizz....come to think again,he's someone that i really love and he just didn't appreciate me and along our 1yr 7 months,i feel hurts...i look at the poem he wrote,the promises he made,his faithfulness,.....CRAP!!!!!!my mistake in my previous relationship is that i love him too much......his sweet talk....damn!!i just feel like crying now...but whatever it is...I'll never hate him...he shall just stay as memories&history in me..

saw some stuff when im with sue...hahaha