boyfie seem to upset me..he seem so relax that im so sick right now and for 2 days we don't talk on the fone till late night.this is what i fear..fear of repeating the same hurt and sorrow history of relationship..and when he's asleep,I've no one to talk to or to share what's inside me and it really kills to keep everything to urself.sometimes i feel that is he serious in going into this relationship together with me or is he fooling around?:'( and at the same time,i feel bad myself coz when my migraine's acting up,i would scold everyone who irritated me.especially boyfie when he's done nothing wrong..sorry love:( hypertension+migraine?wtf?!rabak sioll!!!

few minutes ago i text boyfie some harsh words and i just ask him to shut the fuck up!!!...im so sorry dear..i didnt mean to='(