Tuesday, April 28, 2009
yesterday night talk with ibu.
ibu ask me if i've taken my medicine or not and as usual,i lied but this this ibu said...''its up to u la fizaa,i know u've been lying''..i was like''ehh mak ni..mane ade..'' & ibu start the conversation....
ibu:do you know we live in this world for just a moment?
me:mesti la tau...
ibu:den?dont u know how to take good care of urself?
me:(keep silent)
me:what if u dont get to see me married?
me:what if i didnt get to study till the top?
me:what if i die tonight?
ibu:haizzz....dont think to much la..its all in allah hands.
tears fall down in both of our eyes..i feel different talking to ibu bout this kinda stuff=(
sometimes i just wonder how long will i live?told boyfie bout this and all he do is keep quite and i know he's crying inside..i'll take good care of myself..i promise=(