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Sunday, May 31, 2009
ibu cook nasi lemak today.yumyum!!suuuuuupeerr!!!!the sambal prawn soo soo nice la seyy..not too spicy and just nice:)
anyway,im soo stress about my monday phrase test.i left my book at miss ruhaizah class room and there's no way i can revise my html coding/java script now.mati la aku!!!:S
&right now im getting piss by boyf..i haven't got his call since last night.i know he's drunk last night but he didnt even tell me that he'll be drinking..cibs tol!i waited the whole night ok!!!hmmph!!
alright!enough bout him already ok!!really piss me off!!
&yea!yesterday ibu bought me a new perfume..a sweet and soft fragrance.ibu bought 1 for boyf too..ibu and ayah know too much bout him already and they even talk about marriage..hahahahaha!!!
thankiu mum(:
adidas for boyf(:
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Black pepper crab!!=)
Saturday.a day to tidy up my space and help ibu with the chores..i've been craving for crabs for the past few days and i ask boyf for it but i know he wont get it for me.hmmph!tkpe!tk pasal ar!ibu ask me last night,'what should i cook tomorrow?'..im the first to shout 'KETAM!!!!'(CRAB!!!) hee...and when i woke up this morning,ibu just got back from pasar and she bought home crabs!!i was smiling from ear to ear.WEeEEe =DD so i help ibu with the chores cause she cook crab for me.thankiu ibu.LOVE YOU!<3
anyway,boyf's working as movers today and i wont be meeting him tonight and i'll be out soon,doing shopping with ibu and lil sis:)
chalos!:)
&i miss hanis!!
:(
Friday, May 29, 2009
today's a normal day for me.meet boyf in the afternoon.lunch at rasa-rasa restaurant and slack at 612 till evening and head back home.boring kan kan kan?-_- but spending time with boyf would just make my day go GOGOGAGA!!!=)
so what if my boyf's a MATREP?!?
u got any problem with that?!huh?huh?!
I'LL STILL LOVE HIM OK!!!
dear,
I never really knew you
you were just another friend, but when I
got to know you, I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my previous love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing..........
I Love You!!!!!
I never really knew you
you were just another friend, but when I
got to know you, I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my previous love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing..........
I Love You!!!!!
boyfie call me 'gembeng' (crybaby)
am i?
yesterday night i confess everything out to him.i just couldn't hold it any longer.i guess he really needs to know.i was crying and talking at the same time so he couldn't listen or understand me clearly.i just hope he get back to the old man(his name sulaiman) that i use to know.
ko jgn perangai ehh...lamer2 nnt smue berubah,ko yg tglkn aku!!!
:''(
Thursday, May 28, 2009
today in school was booooring!!!lifeskills teacher just talk crap and no sense..bodoh!we team up to discussed bout our project but end up talking bout esther younger sis with all the stories e.g. love paper being tore up,dead fish,moving wallet..hahaha..after class was break time and i was otf with boyf and i have this feeling that i miss him,so i cabot la...heee..
STRESS GILER BEB!!MANE AKU NK DAPAT DUIT!?!?!?!?!?!?
if only u know/understand how i felt these day.im sure u'll be crying till ur pants drop.i notice that u're starting to change..thats all i wanna said.
today.
today lesson starts at 12pm and im abit lazy.heeee:) but i promise myself that i'll go for the sake of my own self and parents..my attendance is soo rabaaak la oi!..3 straight weeks didn't attend school,try to imagine how bad my attendance would be..aiseyy...fiza....fiza...
yesterday didn't have time to blog coz i was out the whole day.early in the morning,at 9am,bus 65 to fetch boyf at kallang,then we head to Toa Payoh for his job interview.after the interview,we head back to kallang to abg man house and had a 2 hours nap.hee...and lenny wasn't at home,so sunyi dokk!!was awake by abg man at 5pm coz we'll be going down for our fishing session..GEREEEKK la seyyy...although i never tried fishing before,but budak2 kallang do teach me something=] fish with mamai for 2 long hours and we gossip bout boyf and guys..so many of typical guys name were mention.hee;) at 8.30pm,i make a move home with boyf sending me home.back at home,i had a super duper rabaak cramp..i guess its my gastric.i didn't eat the whole day coz was too busy having fun and end up i got nag by ibu..had my bath and off to bed.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
In my new T..cheyyy:)
school start early in the morning but im 1 hr late for class.hee.school as usual and with new up coming project for me as i was not in school for the past few weeks.team up with rena and rani for our cyber and wellness project and we did half way through.
accompany rena together with ain,rani and mon thet to bedok interchange coz rena wants to change currency.so leceh ar tu anak.was raining drizzling and we saw an apek holding an umbrella but he didnt open it up..he just hold it above his head..i and ain was laughing our head off..hahaha!!!bought sushi back to school.it was rena treat.THANX BEB!:)
anyway,i bought myself a new polo T-shirt,white colour;) on thursday kite pakai same2 k ain?:)
&i saw NAZ!!!MY BABY BOI!!!MISS HIM MCM NAK MAMPOS SEYY!!!=DD
after school meet ibu and her best friend at rasa-rasa restaurant.back at home uncle called and said he'll be coming over for dinner.
thats all now.im going to bed soon!tired dok!hee..
&i miss my baby soo much!!<3
Monday, May 25, 2009
gyeah!!!FIRST TIME SINCE MY SECOND YEAR IN SCHOOL,I STAY IN SCHOOL ACCORDING TO MY TIME-TABLE!YEAA!!I'VE MADE IT!!!:DDD
school was ok la..get to see all my friends again..i really miss them especially rena..haha..i just love to irritate her.love the look on her face.haha..eugene's still the same.hee..go for my morning class.smoking break with din cine and canteen.&oh yea,today we had our phrase test..and damn!miss may look like MAK DIER SEYY but i guess she looks ok la..hee=) had my last minute study and i tell u,so rabak la seyy..i cant memorise those important coding...
i focus on my test at the start when rena keep saying,"fuck la!!i forget la..what is it eh?" for a few times and it disturb my concentration and i end up talking,stop what im doing and gave up my test!!!!CB ar rena!!!:PP
BOYFIE BOFIE BOYFIE BOYFIE BOYFIE!
darn!i hate it when everytime it happens.everytime i go to school,boyfie will start to think that i flirt in school or will ride some guys bike..i hate it so much.he thinks too much.he start it from 2pm,the time i took my test and we drag it till i get back home,had my shower,dinner and now just end it..sometimes i just dont understand him..how am i suppose to make him feel that I LOVE HIM&ONLY HIM!!!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I KNOW ITS PURE&TRUE THAT,
LOVE,
fizaa
boring saturday!!
woke up at 8 this morning and ayah already ask me to do the house chores.start by sweeping and then mop followed by the folding of clothes.after 2 hours,i sat down and this is the best part ayah promise me.ICE CREAM!!!!!!GYEAH!!!
&gosh!!i keep craving for food.different types of food..im having my red lights so i keep eating and my throat only goes for cool drinks.hee.
maggi curry for our lunch and i have my nap for 1 hr when sofie text and said she's otw here.wash up real fast and meet sofie,haziq and ikhlil(toyol) together with lil sis.heee:) grab a bite at macdonarlds and head home with lil sis&ikhlil.
ayah kena lock outside by ME!haha:DD
Ikhlil
myself&ikhlil
so yeah!that's it...soo boring!!!!
lets hold hands baby!!
:DD
Friday, May 22, 2009
I WANT EVERYTHING NEW!!!!EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want new clothes!
i want new school uniform cause boyf said my boobs look popping out!!CB LA!
i want new watch!
i want new lenses!
i want new pair of jeans!
i want a new hp!
i want a new pic of me&boyf!
i want new home!
i want new bed!
i want new wallet!
i want new pair of sandals!
i want new pair of ear rings!
&I NEED TO CHANGE MY CUPS!!MY BRA'S CANT FIT!!!NINABU KUALI KURAP!!
P.S ladies!!DO NOT use push up bras!!it would make ur boob stop growing...that's what i heard..wonder if its true la..hee:D
boyfie said my leg 'kontot'
im growing!!!!!!!arghhh!!!!&boyf pikir style la tu ko pkai bende tu kt rambot?!?haha
boyfie came over at 7 in the morning,bus 65 to school to meet miss may to get my new ezlink card at 9am.bus 65 to tampines when bro called and said he didnt bring his key so cab to bedok and pass him my key.bus 5 to simei for lunch at banquet and meet up hanis.train to pasir ris and we went to the library for some books:) slack and followed by boyf smoking break&boyfie taught me how to dance.(boyf kaki club beb -_-),me and hanis went our seperate ways around 4.30pm.bus 5 back home..
popiah!!:D
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I know u're one of a kind..so much difference among all my ex and that why I LOVE YOU!
People may find you bad but to me you are just fine to me and i LOVE YOU!
FIZA 
MAN
MANdidnt blog yesterday as i have no time..
left home to kallang to meet lenny,abg man & bofie.slack till afternoon and evening i&lenny went for a jog around kallang area.so that's mean,I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL!!!hahahah!!
anyway,yesterday boyf mcm pantat seyyyy!!!i was shock by his behaviour,the way he bang the gate and shout at me..CB!lucky he didnt slap,on else,BYE BYE BOYFIE!!!:DDD..but we manage to settle it after abg man and lenny talk thing out with us..seram2 beb klau turon kallang..now im ok!:)
today.
body ache all over and slight fever..rabak dok!i can hardly walk..with head feeling giddy,arms aching,back bone poking,leg like jelly...mak datok!!rabak gilek dok!got scolding from ibu cause she knew that i dont do jogging and i cant..so i kena fuck upside down.haha..mayb boyf will come over to fetch and bring to the doctor..but now im worried bout my ezlink..im using student pass and teacher wants it back.so should i return it or just keep it till my expiring date?
&i still stress out bout my bills!!!!
&oh yea,when's rena birthday actually,MAY OR SEPT?
heee..cant remember...sorry beb..if its in may...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
:DDD
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
good morning ppl!!!
Gyeah!!im the second to reach in class today...as usual,eugene is always the first..bored la seyy...not many here..some still sleeping and some on the way here...i'll be staying till mr thomas lesson and tat's it..im going kallang to slack..=DD my purpose of coming because boyf told me so.he ask me to get my attendance and tats it lor..hehe:P
damn it la seyy!!so stress bout my bill till migraine act up so badly yesterday night..keep thinking how i wanna pay my bills.boyf offer me some cash but i dont want to use his money and im not that type of girl who use up her boyf money..ibu nag at me and told me off!she ask me to pay ALL of it..and she mean ALL OF IT!!!even home & internet bills..is it fair?no right?pe je ar si tue tu!!eh hello!!im only turning 18!!mane aku nk cekau duit smue?the cause of my bills explosion is my incoming calls...so much for their FREE INCOMING!!!ikan kunyit tol!!ni smue mataer aku nye pasal ar..asyik bergayut jekk!!!kn skng mak aku da memekak kt telinge aku!!!
i plan to pay my bills by next week...yea..tats just what im gonna do;)
CHALOS!
Monday, May 18, 2009
oh oh!!i skip school AGAIN!!!!=S
boyf not working today..haha..bus 66 to kallang..abg man house and slack there till 5pm and head home..head feeling giddy and i throw up just as i reach home..boyf kinda not feeling good...i think there's an internal injuries near his rip cage. very very very worried bout him la oi!!!
&&oh oh!!ibu just nag nag nag at me!!my bill hp MELAMBONG SIOL!!!!!
where can i get the money from?CB LA!!!STRESS SIOL!!!!
maybe i wont be using my bill anymore..i'll keep u all update!
*GOT TO SAVE UP!*
&ohh yea!!i want an outing!!
i miss all my friends!!
*friends list*
suhaila-rafidah-fee kechik-haffiq-naz-nizam-haiqal-saiful-fareez-connie-dorina-huiting-ashikah-farhana-hafiz-farhann kecik-jun rong-jun xian-ferd cine..(i forget some of the names.heee:P)
&yea,right now..my teacher is conducting a lesson and here i am blogging..haha..perangai suar seyy fiza...im kinda lazy to go to school and it look like its gonna rain..lagi syiok kt umah!hee:)
nah...boyf said i must be a good girl and start going back to school..heee=DDD
Sunday, May 17, 2009
how much a person worth to me when i said 'i love you'
well,i don't give a damn to either boyfie or friends or ever kak/abg angkt..when i said 'i love u',i really means it..i'll do anything for him/her.sometimes they just dont see how much i really care/love for them..sometimes i get piss off when they don't see my good attention and always see my irritating self stuck in their problem.i really hope my kak angkat will read this someday and get what i really mean and stop misjudging me..she really hurt which i have a feeling that there wont be a second time being together with her.she took me for granted la seyy...but what can i do?but 1 think for sure,friends come and go but those friends that i said i love u which i really mean it,would usually come back to me..take my ex,friends,abg angkt...they'll just come back to me..im waiting for the time she really want me back and admit her mistake.im postting this because i think that some ppl out there thinks that im bad in her/his eyes but i dont give a fucking damn to what others gotto said about me..im happy just the way i am now!=)
PLEASE DON'T GO!!!!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU MY DEAR FRIEND!!!='(
please take good care of yourself..im just a phone call away if u need any help.
& PLEASE forget that jantan berkurap k?
Dear friend,
if you're reading this..i hope u understand how i feel towards a friend like you.
we've been friends since the past 8,going 9 years for now..i know u're the best that i ever had!i know we've been seperated over some reasons which i dont want to post it here but here u are,right here with me again..it shows that we are friends no matter where you go.allah bring us together like sister and we use to cry over stupid things and get so exicited over aaron aziz..hehe..but you know what,i love you just as i love my sis..im sorry if i've been harsh for sometimes but u should know my reason,right?i dont want any harm comes near you.u have me and ur family support..we are here for you..i hope after reading this,there's no turing back to your sorrow past..i want u to be my hanis the last time i knew u..so cheerful and sweet kinda girl..be the hanis that your family use to look upon u..be urself again..and insyaállah..u wont have any wrong path to go to..that's all now dear...take care..i'll be missing you...love you sis!!:)
Just like you&me!(but not the hair.haha)
Saturday, May 16, 2009
what do you ppl know bout me?
alright now!i had enough la ok!ppl misjudge me ikot suke jiran dier nye mak tiri je..c'mon la..tell me..am i bad?is it wrong for me to have lots of boy friends?even ibu and ayah keep reminding me bout having so many boy friends..its not what i choose but look at my life!i just dont click with girls ok?..i know some guys really stinks but some are soo good that i know i can make them as friends and nothing more.boyfie worried so much bout me that he make me piss off!i know its irritating when ur boyf/girlf said that someone whats to get to know him/her almost more than 1 time and you keep hearing different names everyday but hey!i know where im standing ok..i know i attached so i wont be soo gatal la...i know la my eyes so gatal cannot see handsome guys but please..trust me..i dont flirt ok!!
&&i was viewing manuela blog and her songs(unbreak my heart) really make me cry!!=(
i dunno why i keep thinking bout my sorrow past even when i know it hurts so much!
sometimes i feel like i havent been crying all out..i feel that there's still a pieces of the history left inside me and i really wish to let go.NINABU CB!..he's the BEST & the WORST of all!!!sometimes i wish i didnt go on into relationship with him but i did and i know i wont regret..&i wont hate!but i will forgive for what he've done&forget!
&im SUPER DUPER sure that i LOVE SULAIMAN ONLY!!!
save the best for the last!!
IM GONNA HAVE A NEW BABY IN 2 MONTHS TIMES!!!!YEAHH!!!
=DDDD
BTW,I HAD MY HAIR CUT!!!=DDD
&check this out!!:)
its been a week since i last blog.
been meeting meeting boyfie the whole week coz he'll be starting on his new job next week.so yesterday was our last meeting..alaaaa.... =(
&i haven't been meeting hanis...rindu dier la seyy!!=( [meet up one day ok?]
i also haven't been in school for a week due to my laziness and migraine..hahaha=P
TODAY.
i spent my whole day at home with sis doing the home chores.ibu gave us $5 each...hmmph!!kedekot!heee:P we watch hindustan & malay drama,'janji seorang anak'.(a child promises) a very sad story which make ibu nag at me and sis during and after the drama..its about a son making false promises to his mother.when he grow up,he study in town and left his family in the village but actually he was there to enjoy himself...to make it short la Kan,he died in a tragedy dead.one after another,the family member pass away leaving only the youngest daughter. 1st is the grandmother,father,brother,mother & lastly himself..he cause his mother death..he kick his mother and when he's in the hospital,no one knew the causes of his illness..there's worm coming out from his mouth and leg...
the moral of the story, NEVER EVER DISRESPECT TO YOUR MOMMA!!!;)
& when boredom strikes!!
Monday, May 11, 2009
aku macam da malas nk blog laa!!!heee:P
anyway,I've been busy these few days la seyy...ape aku uat pon tk tau..hahaha...
money money money!!
&btw,i want a job for myself laa..anyone can offer?money money money!!!nothing's free now..public toilet pon nk kene bayar beb...padahal toilet berkeladak...hmmmph!!!..
love love love!!<3
boyfie aku makin cute!!hee:P
i hope nothing change in him...although we've been fighting bout some stuff but so far,we're still strong mcm power ranger!hee:P &OH OH!!!my family,pakcik,makcik all know bout him already..hee...&im looking forward to meet boboi..rindu la oi oi oi!!:)
school school school!!
one word,B-O-R-I-N-G=BORING!!!heee:P
mr thomas-bobal step mat salleh celop.rambot da mcm bulu jagong!(corn hair)!hahaha
miss may-still with her Myanmar talk..but i understand better..hee:)
mr azlan-mcm good looking jekk...haha
mr kadir-lucky he's not teaching anymore..YIEEEPPPYY!!!(smelly breath!!)(rena fav.)
miss ruhaizah-manis nyee org nyee...mcm buah ciku..hee
but i had fun in school with my idiotic yet lovely mates!:)
FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY!!
3 words:
I LOVE THEM!!<3
:)
Friday, May 8, 2009
IM MEETING LOVE TODAY!!YEAHH!!!:D
yesterday.
ade hal la kn ngan tu anak jantan!musibat tol!!nk aku tpi tknk cari..bopeleh kt tekak ar ko!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway,i was out with hanis yesterday after handling our family matter..bus 66 to bedok inter,meet hanis,train to orchard and 1st stop was Far east plaza.bought myself a new pair of shoes..cute la seyy..even the sales person say so...lagi2 biler fiza pkai...waduuuuhh!!!!cute bangat!!hahaha=P then to wisma,mrt to city hall ,slack at esplanade till 3pm and boyfie text for a meet up at abg man house..mrt down to kallang and go abg man house...slack till 9pm and head home..
cute kn kn kn??..CKAP CUTE LA BODOH!hee(:
kirekn hindustan gerek la ni?.haha:P
boyfie & me went fishing...heee(: fiza hips dont lie..baik dok!!hahaha
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
didn't have time to blog yesterday coz i was too tired.school was ok la kn..everything seem crazy in school now that some of my friends have problem with their relationship..aiseyy bedah..kecoh ar..
anyway,yesterday after school,accompany rena(my idiotic lover..haha)to the airport for her pay.we waited for about 2 hrs.while waiting we bobal konek dulu la kn..hahahaha..bout primary school stuff and oh yea!!!i know what rena 1st dream of...(eh fucker!!i know ok!!hahaha) and rena told me that her work place got alot of 'chikopek'(apek gatal)..& indeed..there was...cb tol...kecik2 tknk mampos..da besar,susah kn org..hahaha...after that cab to bedok res and bus 21 to tampines,my aunt house,pick up some stuff and head back home..&back at home ayah seem to be out of mind..haha...mentah2 nga ade flu babi..kau pakai mask ehh?..hahaha..da mcm ninja turtle sak ni bpk aku satu ni...haha..
later at night,boyfie perangai bacin!!!hmmmph!!!!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
alright now!the reason why i haven't been blogging these few days its because I'm down with SWINE!!!oh noo!!!!............hahaha...nah..chill la..*TOUCH WOOD* oi!!been resting all the long and i just don't feel like doing anything except lying down in bed..& i haven't been meeting boyfie for these past few days too..and i miss very much him la seyy:'(my migraine cause me to have a fight with boyfie and make me think negatively bout him...kecian mataer aku...sorry b!=(
The sad/bad news!!=(
my so called aunt just pass away yesterday afternoon!!:'( ibu been talking bout her and wanted to bring me visit her when I'm better but no one knows that she's be leaving us for good:( she suffer from breast,stomach&heart cancer..& doctor cant do anything about it..bodoh nye doctor!!:( haizzz... semoga roh nya dicucuhri rahmat dan kumpulkn nye bersama orang2 yg beriman.amin!:'(
Anyway,
I MISS MY LOVE, SULAIMAN VERY MUCH!!!
<3