well,i don't give a damn to either boyfie or friends or ever kak/abg angkt..when i said 'i love u',i really means it..i'll do anything for him/her.sometimes they just dont see how much i really care/love for them..sometimes i get piss off when they don't see my good attention and always see my irritating self stuck in their problem.i really hope my kak angkat will read this someday and get what i really mean and stop misjudging me..she really hurt which i have a feeling that there wont be a second time being together with her.she took me for granted la seyy...but what can i do?but 1 think for sure,friends come and go but those friends that i said i love u which i really mean it,would usually come back to me..take my ex,friends,abg angkt...they'll just come back to me..im waiting for the time she really want me back and admit her mistake.im postting this because i think that some ppl out there thinks that im bad in her/his eyes but i dont give a fucking damn to what others gotto said about me..im happy just the way i am now!=)