how long can i go?

i've been feeling weirdly these few days.it started since i met kak wati and my eyes keep twitching.last week i guess,i dream that im being killed.On sunday,i dream that someone told boyf to leave me over some reasons which i cant remember it and two days ago,den told me that he dream that i commit suicide and back at home that day,lil sis said that she dream that i was away leaving my family behind to a holy place and im wearing white.so what's all this?on that day itself,boyf start to said how my he love me and how scared he is if i were to leave him behind..i was thinking,is this a bad omen for me?is there something over all this nightmare which i would start crying as soon as i woke up from my sleep?i cant stop crying just thinking of it.

&

i love family.

i love boyf.

i love friends.

i love nur hanis.

i love kak wati.

& i love myself.

:')