Saturday, July 18, 2009
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supposedly today it would be my 2yrs anniversary with someone that i really love and that is my ex,muhamad firdaus. i know its abit late la seyy to post bout this bout who cares?i post what i like ok?! i remember asking him for a song which i know he've made it for me. he said he would let me listen to it on our 2yrs anni but too bad its all over between us. we've gone or should i said,me?i've gone through lots,i repeat eh,LOTS of obstacles when im with him. so much heart breaking but i over come it without fail just to make sure that our relationship stay strong but maybe i make a mistake myself by not letting him go in the first place when i know he've played punk with me. that's my mistake in my previous relationship and that is, i love him too much that i neglect my family and friends. i sacrifice too much when I'm with him.i gave him face and I'm not stingy over money but never had i found someone like him in my life..he's a nice guy,love to pamper but a bad temper. he make me change from someone that i know its not me. i became disobedient towards my family just because of him. and breaking up with him really kills me inside and i thought that someday,we'll be ok but I've make my decision,that is to move on without him:)
im in love with my babyboy,sulaiman<3
today quran reading with sofie,aunt and ikhlil.
&i'll be meeting rena at night:)
chalos!