rain rain!!its raining!! sungguh syiok tdo!!hee:)
btw,i got something to post here!! guess what? SOMEONE ASK ME OUT ON A DATE!!!!!!!!!!!
oh ohh!!how how how???actually this guy is a friend of mine.we've been friend for 2 years now i guess and he thinks thats we should just meet up as there's more to catch up.oh boyy!!stress nyee aku!!

but there's no way im going out with another guy without boyf permission..fizaa kn good girl..nnt last2 aku yg kene maki berbakul bakul.hahah:)

anyway,lets just put that aside alright,my test will be tomorrow and i've no idea about Dreamweaver thingy. i dont know where to start. so most probably,im meeting rena this evening to do our self study.cheyy!!study seyy!!hee!!;)

& about love, he's busy earning money each day and night and that means he wont be thinking of me at all times.hee! he just want to save up and when its time....its time..get it? but oh well,thing can get out of shape sometimes laa..and im trying my very best to keep our problem matter low from my parents cause i dont want to get anymore lecture from them.so boring.hee!

gastric acting up soo bad that i cant fast so its such a WASTE!!urgh!! and ibu been nagging non stop!! and i find my life getting more boring so i dont blame readers if they find my blog boring.hurhur!

i'll stop here and i wanna go to slip!
hee!!

CHALOS!~~

or life is full of shit

While other people say life is beautiful

or life is full of surprises

I must say, I agree with all those

Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it

Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness

Life is about happiness

Life is about pain

Life is miserable

Life is about loss 

Life is about smiling

Life is about crying

Life is about love

Life is about laughter

Life is about learning from your mistakes

Life is horrible

Life is dumb

Life is awesome

Life is depression

Life is tears

Life is sorrow

Life is anxiety

Life is Bullshit

Life stinks

Life sucks

I could go on and on and tell you all about life

But I'm not here to sort this out for you

cuz..

Life is all about you and how you treat it

You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself

You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you

Life is you so be careful how you describe it.

for cousin, 

i know you'll be going through a major operation soon and you wasn't told that your illness was at the last stage and if you need to know,everyone's been crying a lot for you.we pray for your fast recovery and we want you suffer alone in this pain no more. seeing you like this really ache in everyone hearts but this is only the obstacles in life that you have to go through and you must not give up easily. i put on a fake smile and give you those lame jokes just to make you feel better. you can be quite pain in the ass but still,i love you!:''(

in this holy months,we pray for good things and wash away all the bad lucks away. and this is want we've been doing, pray for you:''(

ibu family side been feeling sad cause my cousin will be going for an operation in 4 more days.haizz... i keep thinking bout him.i really want to celebrate hari raye with him..im soo manje to him although he always disturb me.haiz....

anyway,i'll be meeting hanis soon.then boyf,sofie and haziq will meet us and followed by ahn.we're going buke together laa...but sadly to said, im back with my stomach problem..will be going for check up this weekend and i hope doctor wont transfer me to the hospital again!urgh!im sick and tired of seeing doctors and eating medicine!!oh boyy!!this is my life!!....

:(

since i have nothing to do at home,i went to aunt place and knowing more bout cousin really make my heart ache:( and doctor said that it's his last stage and there no hope left!!!BODOH NYE DOC!!die pikir dier sape!?!?!? but im sure everything's gonna be alright.

anyway, i break my fast at aunt place and boyf was invited:) we had spaghetti and nasi brayani.hee! but gastric was so bad that i vomit everything out:( and this cause ibu to worried sick about me and she insisted on bringing me for a check up..haizzz... after buke, we went to bazaar gelang to look for my and boyf baju:) and haziq(sofie bf) tag along..so kekek seyy tu anak.da mcm wak2 indon.hoho!!i find geylang this year was sooo boring!!anyway boyf and i will be wearing black AGAIN this year. -__- since our mind cant decide what colour to wear.hee!


anyway,i found these weird picture. take a look yaww!!




a tiring day for me today in school. 1st lesson was SW/PE,mr Azlan class..ain,rena,manuela and myself volunteer ourselves to take part in the 42km thingy. so we were in the gym the whole lesson. i've completed my 2km and i need to finish up 40km more to get a Tee:) & i guess i'll be doing it next week and in this way, i'll burn all my fats!!hoho!! so it was tough for me alright, fasting and exercising at the same time but IMAN KU KUAT!!!hahaha...


after SW/PE was miss ruhaizah class..we revise more on assignment and on exam notes!waduh! stress aku!! 


leave school at 3pm right after miss ruhaizah class as i was feeling giddy maybe because of exercising.. so rena and me make our way home. & im having leg cramp already!!urgh!!


btw, i dunno why my blog skins suck these few days!! please bare with it ok?dont like it,please leave.thankiu:)


time now: 6.08pm


im HUNGRY HUNGRY!! &im gonna help ibu with the cooking!


& gyeah! last but not least,
im missing every bits&parts of loves.hee~~!!




CHALOS!!~~

school was ok today. take down alot of exams notes as test/exams are around the corner and for the past few terms i havent been paying attention in class and i guess this is the time i need to buckle up and get started. anyway,we did our cyberwellness presentation today and again we need to have more eye contacts.hee! but im soo glad that its OVER!!: D now i just have to concentrate more on exams and less on boyf.hehe...

& right now,im missing my baby soo much!!hani alisha!!!urgh!!!




WE ROLL ROLL ROLL ROLL & FALL!
:)

today.

its raining and im still in my pajamas..hoho!wont be going to school today as my body's aching from all the work i did yesterday..ohh boyy!! i really need someone to massage my lower back for me:) & ok now, i have this friend,his name is ahn and i introduce him to hanis and i think they're getting on real well:D things are getting more spicier:) i just hope he change hanis life into a meaning full one.amin:)

yesterday.

ok go!yesterday was soo rabak la kan..cleaning the house for 2 days and i didn't get my afternoon nap:( i even went to ayah aunt house to help her out..so rabak kan kan kan? ibu and myslef got a new bed.hoho!mine was better that the previous one.now more comfortable.even boyf called i cant open my eyes.haha..imagine how comfortable is that.hehe..

today.



yesterday.


ok best!yesterday was out with hanis,her ibu and her lil bro,adib:) we went to geylang to shop for our raye clothes.boyf was supposed to come along but he've just got home from his night shiff but he told me he could make it but just as i thought,he PAITAO me!!urgh! ok back to my story, 1st stop was joo chiat but none was attractive to me, so we walk to geylang new market to have lunch while we wait for the rain to stop.hanis bought 1 from there,its like a long dress,some sort like a long kebaye.its nice:) next we went to TKC,more clothes there and most of the price was like a bomb to me and above my budget.hoho! but i came across a malay traditional kebaye,very modern and its selling at only $100!!!!wow!!!cheap enough right?*kening naik naik*
after surveying the whole TKC,we make a move to the bazaar across the street.not much shop was open.so ibu and adib while me and hanis,we separated our ways.ibu took 67 back to tamp,and i took 21 back to bedok to get hanis a new hair cut:) & yesh!she turn our to be like  ''LADY GAGA'',a singapore version!!hahaha..its a nice cut la..

then boyf called and said nenek gave my family food and he's on his way to my house to send it before meeting me.so after hanis hair cut,we slack one corner,then boyf came over,send hanis over to the bus stop then me and boyf make our way to slack.gosh!after a week of not meeting love, i miss him like crazy!!!hoho!!

&here's my princess pic..she's getting bigger and more chubby!!urgh!!GERAMM!!!



today we submit our project work & it sucks!!a last minute job but overall i can see rena and kat trying their best to help me out in this mess!cause we simply had to redo it..thanks babes! anyway,im feeling abit low today.haizz...i shouldnt post it here coz i want to keep it confidential.
anyway,saturday will be our fasting months and i dont think i'll be meeting love at a moment :'( and tommorrow's love day off and i dont know if im meeting him or not and at the same time hanis ask me to accompany her for a hair cut.so who should i meet?

ok let post something to make me cheer up ok?:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVblWq3tDwY

MUST WATCH OK!!!
especially RENA!!!!U MUST WATCH!!THIS IS FOR YOU!!!!

CHALOS!!~~




didn't attend for morning lesson as there was some fight with bro and i stood up all night!urgh!hate him!!!rena and anni text me early in the morning which make me awake and so i went for jogging. nk slim down beb!haha.
& supposedly to meet anni at 12pm at miss ruhaizah class for project but she was late and i end up sleeping on my sofa.haha...& rena only came at 3pm for cyber wellness, in fact we all came at 3!!!hahahaha...

anyway,im done with cyber wellness project.yeah-ness!!=D so 2 down and 1 more to go which is miss may project. btw, anni is our new group member for miss may project(: so there's 3 of us now and i really really hope we can finish it on time.*finger cross*

ok best!today wak gave me a super duper hard pinch!!!urgh!!got blueblack ok!!! that gundu head! how could he do this to me?!i thought we love each other?..HAHAHAHA!!!nah...just friends ok!=)

i guess that's all for today. gonna have plenty of rest after having a heavy migraine yesterday.haizz..
& oh yea! 4 more days to fasting months:)

CHALOS!!~~

*missing love*


school was ok today. today was HELL!!that stupid rena.always making me laugh my heart out even when it comes to her LAMES jokes of all.stupid rena!hahaha!:P
btw,i learn something in miss ruhaizah class today.hoho!its about label thingy.
Please Do Not Throw Singapore Passport Away. i guess only infocom student know what it means.haha.
had a 2 hour break,me and rena slack around the neighbourhood.mendak siol!!-_-

next we had CAH lesson with miss may but we were doing our project and i hope we can finish it by this thursday.
& also we had a revision in the a AVA room today with other 2 class cause mr thomas no longer teach so there's no replacement yet. & im glad to see ZACK today!!gosh!!MISS HIM MCM NK MATI SEYY!!hurhur!=DD & there was angeline, rena favourite gf!hahahaha!! she was so fucking irritating and she had this funny socks on and she said that it cost her below $100!!stupid right? she kinda ''world'' uh.. & she also had her hair perm which is so HOT & CRISPY which make me and rena laugh like makcik dier peh seluar dlam.hahaha.

ok best! lesson ends at 4pm and rena send me home in a cab.thanks partner!:)

back at home,ibu complain that her back keep aching and its not just today but for the past few days.im getting worried and i told her to go for a checkup but bloody hell,DEGIL NAK MAMPOS!!urgh! so i massage it for her with some oil,after an hour or so,she said it was better. & i did the cooking today:) i cook beef rendang and ibu said it was POWER!!yeah!!*eyebrown up up*

alright peep!gonna sleep early!
goodnight!

CHALOS!~~

&im missing love.