i've just had my sahur and i've nothing no do and i cant get back to sleep. i start of by revising my Dreamweaver thingy and followed by blogging:) 1st thing i saw was aht tag. so i hurried to his blog and there... a post about his mother which make my tears fall and which i know it really ache in anybody's heart if it were to me my own,his or her mother. in this ramadhan months, i notice alot had happen and ibu said that this is what allah give and we have to accept it with an open/sincerity heart. and if we do, there's always a reason behide it of why we have to go through this and that even if it really pain and hurt :'( and yes, i believe what ibu told me and somehow i also know that to know your strength is to go through it. and that is why children at a very young age,parents taught them how to fast in order to know are they ready to go through it. to suffer hunger thus feel the difficult life of the poor.

Holy Prophet Muhammad (saww) saw a woman, who was fasting on that day (not in Ramadan), abusing her girl-servant. Holy Prophet Muhammad (saww) admonished her and told her to break her fast. The woman protested: "But I am fasting today". Holy Prophet Muhammad (saww) said: "But was not your fast broken by the abuses you were hurling upon that poor girl?"

so to me,fasting is all about taking things slowly. steps by steps and we'll find a way with the help from allah. we pray to find the right path. all we need to do is to put ourselves near to allah.