another sad news for me!!:''( 1 of my atok,father side had just pass away yesterday evening and today is the day where cousin will be push into the operation theater :''( and i'll be having 2 test today and my mind is all stress up.. ayah wont be going to work cause he'll be going for his check up, then to visit cousin and of cause will go for kenduri.. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!! :''( again, a lifes being taken..and now atok's gone:''( i keep thinking to myself, so much happen within A WEEK!!! everyday a new story.. sadly i have to accept all this that happen surround me. i've no idea how to explain it but for sure im so sad with all these things!!:''((


& now, i have to concentrate on my test. a stupid test which i dont think i can pass with all the things happening around me. urgh!! maybe i should just forget about the stupid test!! i care about the stupid test NO MORE!!