when i woke up from my afternoon nap, ibu told me that cousin is in the operation room after 7 hours had past.. so i waited and waited..just 10 mins before buka, ibu receive another call and my heart was beating fast, hoping to heard a good news from aunt and there...cousin's out of danger but still in operation ward. its to observe him and he's not allow to transfer in the ICU and i have no idea about so dont ask me alright? anyway,thankiu allah that everything's fine now.

& now, my mind's on my friends... im soo worried about him...he seem so different, he seem to be keeping something from me and he post in his FB about not living long! so what is this shit?!? after 3 damn long years of friendship and he's keeping something from me?!?! and this is my habit! i care about others more than my damn self..i dont give a bloody damn care to my health but im asking for his my family,love and friends safety!!!!!