morning readers!
just woke up from my sleep.*muke bushuk* anyway, rena text me this morning when i was still in bed. my body's aching and my heart's still pumping uncomfortably. well actually yesterday night i went to bed at 8pm,early right? yea! tats because im too tired. but i woke up at 11 plus to get myself a drink and i have this bad feelings,u see.. my chest start to ache and my hearts feels so pain. i cant breaths and i cant talk. i wanted to call for ibu and ayah but im worried they might get worried about me. i try waking lil sis up but she sleeps like a pig. even the worst earthquake wont wake her up.

knowing that my heart wasn't 'functioning' properly, i wake in the kitchen to see if i could find any medicine so i can stop the pain, but too bad, i had NONE!:(  i put myself in bed,praying,wake me up the next morning,ya allah :(

well, we never went are we 'going' right? just pray lor..

alright now, gonna get back to sleep.
update soon!

xoxo.