GOODBYE FRIDAY! HELOOOO SATURDAY!!!=DD


I missed blogging yesterday as i was busy the whole day with family and i was sick!=(
i go around rubbing my nose, sneezing, coughing, and feeling lousy. we went to mak long house 1st. mak long getting worse. it hurts me to see her in such condition. she no longer want to eat anything. all she do is blabber about something which never exist. haiz..get well soon!=(

next house was nek biah. ayam lemak chilli pada, sambal prawn, bagedel and serondeng for our dinner! =) wooshh!! sedap! she's the best cook and we never missed her house! NEVER! home sweet home at 7=)

boyf ends work at 9.30pm and i received a text msg from and it really pissed me off!!!! we had this stupid small fight over the phone and i was told that everything gotta change and i went, FUCK! what are you trying to said?!... there's nothing to fight about but c'mon i cant go on if ur 'brother' keep coming into our picture.urgh! i know how much u hate being control and since the day i knew u, i've NEVER EVER control ur life but instead i give you my understanding and support.

baby,
i know how much you really want this and im giving it to you. im not trying to give you pressure or stress but baby, we are in this together u see. it takes two hands to clap and i only want it between you and me baby. i'll respect any decision you make but at a point of time, me need to take my stand too dear. its not only about you. but about me,you and us. i woke up this morning and i receive your msg, i smile and said 'you're crazy baby'. and i gave you that morning call, in my sore voice, comforting you, telling you that everything's gonna be alright. i gave you my kisses through the phone, and u keep silence. i know karma is on our way but let just said its our fate and lets just go through this shit together. im yours to keep babylove.