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Thursday, November 12, 2009
THAT FAKE SMILE.
i'm in a complicated situation. you gave me pressure and its not just about you and me. but also about your surrounding. having brothers and forgetting about me. you make me feel so small and i don't matter in your life anymore. i've given you some space and being very understanding but things seem to get out of hand. slowly you're drifting apart from me and we no longer spent time together. things are just not the same anymore baby. you took away my smile and put me in tears instead. by doing so, you're killing me slowly. even at your off day and that is on our 8 mthsary, you make a plan with you brothers instead of spending some time with me:'( gosh! why is this happening? this is not how i picture it. things were so well between us and now it sucks ever since that brother of yours came into our relationship! and well, i dont blame him totally but you, as my man. you should also think. think about how you want to manage your on time. i cant bare to leave you. u meant so much to me and until the day i took took my last breath, i will always love you. about how we plan to get engaged by end of next year, i really hope to make it true. with our family blessing and i really to get it going. you are so special to me that i've never had this feeling for any of my ex even at the very longest relationship. not one have ever make me feel this way and im not sure myself why do i love so much! i pray day and night for us, our happiness and hope to last long and lets over come our this obstacles together. my hands in yours and our heart as one. insyaállah we get what we really want one day=') but please dont punish me in this way cause it hurts! im smiling on the outside but im dying on my inside. i swear i am:(
i love you baby.