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Imagine how its feels like to be fuck up by your teacher for not attending school for 2 weeks and not doing class labs and right now my attendances have drop to 45%!!! urgh! rabak ke pe? and also i haven't been buying my school books!! haha.  oh well, i need to discipline myself, try to wake up early for school, avoid talking on the phone till late night and stop cabot my classes!!

supposedly, i WAS ABOUT to go for my afternoon class, miss may class but i have this very good friend la, her name is rena, she's the one who have been keeping me away from school.haha.. but seriously, if she didn't came up with the idea of going home, i'll be in class planning for our project. =P ohh well, i wasn't feeling that good anyway. nose block, sore throat, cough, flu and a slight fever=(

I PRAY HARD FOR THEM TO BE SAFE!

mak long's in a critical condition and we're trying our best to visit her often and just 2 days ago, her last son got into an accident and in ICU.. but im glad that he's not in coma and just today he've been discharge. fast huh?=) alhamdullilah la.. please watch over them ya allah.

ayah been smoking secretly and how i wish i could told him off! well, i did once and he promise to stop but he lied! i know its hard but he've gone a major operation before i dont wish him to suffer anymore. and ayah been complaining that his chest hurts recently. see! i told you!urgh! DEGIL!

havent heard from cousin and i hope he's doing fine. he's still waiting for his medical result. to check whether his cancer cells are totally gone or not cause his condition was in stage 4!

please Allah, keep them close to me.

Love


he's been busy working and i can only meet him 1 week once!=( and i miss him like crazy and im lovin it! i can see that he's trying to change but that doesnt mean that he wont change back to his old habit right? well, im sorry for my stupid ego. i shouldn't ask for a split and i apologies baby. i should have ask you rather then shooting my mouth off without knowing the true story. and im sorry for putting u in tears and i dont mean it baby =( i really love you and i want you to know that no one can replace u. <3



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ok go! im dont have aything to blabber about anymore and i'll just stop here ok?:)
goodnight readers!

xoxo