when fizaa blabber~~~!!! :P 

currently i'll been hearing or perhaps see some of my friends getting stress up over relationship, friendship, school, life, work, family and even money. well, to me this is just our roll act on earths. only Allah know how we should really end this piece of roll play.  in the world of entertainment, director direct you and you have to follow it and you knew it that you cant change his bloody story even though you don't like it, well its the same, you cant change what he have given to us. its all written in Quran and only he knows.

my life sucks,really. and no matter how hard i've tried, it will always come to an end where decision need to be made wisely. and the worst thing of all, when we have a regret in life!!! ishk!ishk! ishk! well, i did something bad in my life which i know i'll regret it for the rest of my life and here's no turning back!!!:(

as for love matter? well, some says love is blind but hell yea, its true sometimes. hee! i start to know the meaning of ''love'' from my ex, firdaus(fizzy) where we've gone through thick and thin for 1 yr 8 mths together but without realizing, he fool me and we end up with a break up. i learn how to love, i learn to be patient and i learn to be independent. and my next relationship, family and relative were involve. we talk about future, marriage,having kids,career etc. the warmness in us although we fought alot but so what? we fight in order to know and understand each other and our weaknesses. and i thank my family and friend for showing me whats right and wrong. especially to my dearest nek biyah for being very understanding and supportive*wink*

school? well, i hope to graduate * finger cross* and start off with my career. earn some cash, support family, saving up, and insyaállah married as plan by me and boyf? school ends in 4-5 mths time and i'm FREEEEE!!!!:))

friends? hmm, they just come and go. i've more boyfriends compare to all my gfs.. cause i get along well with the boys. as for the girls, gossips is their game and bad mouth-ing is their thing*wink* BUT, a true friends sticks together as a family, care like a mother, scold like a father, tease like a sister and irritates like a brother but a friend loves you more than a lover:))

i gonna bed soon!
thankiu for reading!
good night!:)

xoxo