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Saturday, December 26, 2009


stupid bangs!

i havent get my fingers typing for my blog post and its been a week! well, kinda busy i guess. anyways here's the highlights ok.

: lil sis got a new SamsungF480i and she's not worth for it. haha.. i should be the one using. kecik2 da pandai nak hp canggeh2.
: kak wati make my day go gaga on 241203 :)
: relationship with boyf corrupted. and im not lovin it.
: im keep craving for food.
: i eat 2-3 spoon of rice.
: strong headache which cause me to stay in bed for 2 days.
: slack with rena.
: im broke.
: i have a stupid bangs!!urgh!

and yesterday was chilling night. slack with joshua, rena and sok ling at tamp and joshua really know how to keep his promise. haha.. thnx:) and yesterday night was hell! ihatemyselfforlovingyou. ='(

heartBROKEN='(

Sunday, December 20, 2009

sunday sunday sunday's here! 

woke up early in the morning at 6.30am for breakfast with parents and lil sis. we had thosai=) but this time, i couldn't finish it cause somehow it doesn't taste that good as velu's restaurant. for this, i have to agree with dad*wink* and also for some reason, i dont feel good this morning. my head's spinning and i feel that im gonna drop any minute now. gosh! pening kpale ku!!

back at home, bump on my bed and zzZZzzzzZzZzZZz . well, i couldnt take it anymore. and for this, i forget to give boyf a morning call and wake him up for work. poor baby! sorry dear. i was totally knock out.

& i just woke up a moment ago and still feeling dizzy. i think i'll just rest in bed today. urgh! i hate when this happens.

thats all folks!
ENJOY YOUR SUNDAY!:)


xoxo.
imissyoualotbaby.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

hellos!*wave*

guess what? yesterday was GEREK!=D
dating with hanis was first!!! i miss her you know! finally she's back from batam and she bought me a shirt. thankiu dear sis. xoxo. and we proceed to ite simei cause she wanna apply for a full time course and i pray her success. amin. next was a date with love. me and hanis go for lunch at MacDornalds while waiting for boyf.

plan for boyf was to surprise him for our belated 9 months anniversary but he ruin it all cause he keep pestering me, 'baby..what's in that bag?' ...urgh! irritating brat! haha. and later he found out himself when i send hanis off and i left the bag with him and ooppss! surprise's OUT!! urgh! instead of having laughter, tears of joy, everything change and we pop out a very serious conversation and in my mind was..''urgh! y is this happening?''*eyes rolling*

so surprise was over -_- urgh! tk puas hati seyy! nevermind, there's always next time ok baby?next was meeting ''father-in-law''. hee! after 5 months of not visiting, finally i show up and gosh! i miss ayah manan:)

slack over my area and finally home sweet home.




all i know is that im deeply in love with you and nothing else matter.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

morning peeps! i havent been update recently. last week was cousin wedding day and obviously ive no time to blog. so lets just keep it short and sweet ok? its raining outside and im covered with my blanket as i get my fingers working on my keyboard. grrr... its coold ok? i woke up this morning with my eyes sore, running nose and head spinning:( well thats because ive only 4 hours of sleep!

can you just imagine getting into fight with someone u don't really 'click' and this person is trying to judge on how you behave? fuck! and the worst thing is that she involve into my relationship! !@#$%^&*#$%^&*(!!! ive known her for 9 mths now and yest she gave me a stupid bloody long text and all were crap! *rolling eyes* doesn't she has anything better to do or said? c'mon you're 22,bitch! even my lil sis think maturely and better. shame on you girl. its ok if you hate me, ditch me but try making fool of my bf, and we'll see. *tu part, ko mau lari kuat2 ar sis*

anyway, lets just fuck this topic ok? i mean, why must i tired my fingers about typing all about her, right? pfft!
i have better thing to do ok? etc PROJECT! its going NO WHERE! urgh! things really getting cranky for me. we're left with 2 mths plus i guess to complete our end yr project and its getting haywire. urgh! : rena, how how how? haix... and right now, im on my own, i dont slack often with rena like we used to be, hanis's away to batam and i think she'll be back soon, kak wati will be meeting me SOON but depends on situation,i guess, i havent been dating with either fidah or sue for some times now.... and thses ppl whom i miss the most!!!!*HUGGGSSSSS*

cousin wedding day:)






ps imissyousoomuchsayang!

xoxo.

Friday, December 11, 2009

can you imagine being broke for almost a month and im still broke!! urgh! holidays coming soon but i still need to come for my make up lesson and it sucks! i mean, why bother to call it 'holiday' when you still need to attend lesson right? and on top of that, its 3 day of make up class!! and therefore i dont think i can look for any part time job*sob sob* mati la saye kering tkde duit! nak makan ape? batu ke? haizz...

and example is today. its little princess day out and im out of cash!!urgh! i feel so lousy going out without having cash in my wallet. anyway, it doesn't really matter right? my intention was to see that botak lil princess:) today princess went to town!wEe!! best nyeee alisha jln2 kt town ehh? mama, uncle and mummy very rajin to bring u out kan kan kan?:) we went window shooping around marina and also slack by river side. babygirl's getting heavier!!heee!







more picture to be upload but im beat! gonna turn in soon cos tmr there's wedding to attend. goodnight darlings!

xoxo



Tuesday, December 8, 2009

tiring tuesday!!

was late for school for an hour and a half. class start at 8am but i reach school but i reach at 9.30 coz ayah wake me up at 8-_-''

yea, so 1st was ashish class and i need to complete all my previous labs, 1hr30mins of break,rena,dennis,joshua and myslef slack outside school and smoke:)

next was miss may class and we just surt the net. if i know that school was this boring, i shouldnt have gone to school! waste my time and my bus fare!!!urgh! lesson finish at 4 plus and home sweet home.

after i had my bath, i slept like a log till 8pm and that's when kak wati give me a call for our next date:) i miss her lotsa!<3



baby, im missing you badly. really!
when's our next date dear?
kau tak rindu aku pe?
nak mentel ngan kau la bushuk!
:P

i think im gonna watch singapore idol now and get some sleep soon! and im still pending rena answer weather to go to school tmr or not.hee!goodnight readers!

xoxo.

Monday, December 7, 2009

ImMISSINGYOUBABY!

only gods know how much im missing you. really i do. will you please hurried home and call me?
im yearning for your voice and im waiting patiently for our date.

goodnight love.
ily lotsa.

xoxo

Sunday, December 6, 2009

she's gone! ='(

my mak long's gone. she pass away on saturday night and i wasnt at home. i received the news and im glad i was with boyf='(

today, my family woke up at 5 am and we leave house at 6am. its another sad moment for me. i still remember atok leave us 4 yrs ago and its still remain clear in my mind='( im just glad that i get to see mak long for the last time. mak long di kebumi kan at 10am and we follow the guys to kubor='( thats the last time i'll get to see her body='( soon as we reach kubor, we took the opportunity to visit kuboh arwah atok and nenek and its my 1st time!='( haizz.. we'll miss you!=(






Before (kubur arwah atok) its been a year since uncle last visit atok and its a mess!

after
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Al-Fatehah kepada nya, Esah bte Abdullah
Semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan tempat kan dia disamping org2 yang beriman.
amin.
='(

Friday, December 4, 2009

cooling Friday!

its friday people!:) cold weather and im lovin it beybeh! lil sis and myself woke up at 11 and ibu's nagging even when her throat sore,infact she nags more and louder when her throat sore.hahas!=P boyf gave me a call when he's leaving for woke and its raining heavily. poor him:( keep yourself warm ok dear?*HUGS* 

lil sis and me went down to pasar malam(night market) for keropok leko and vadai,our afternoon snacks:) and it goes well with a hot cup of coffee..ahh...what's more could u ask for*wink*

ibu's making jempot-jempot(prawn fritters) to bring some to mak long place. supposedly epok2 was on top of the list but ayah thinks that its abit 'leceh'(troublesome) we got roll out the dough,fill in the sardines and clip it into shapes:) we'll be going over mak long place after mahgrib to see how's she coping now. i hope she's fine='(

currently browsing FB,chatting and im listening to a songs titled ''tak ku sangga, tak ku duga'' by apit Ft Appy. im obsessed by their voices and the meaningful lyrics. I LIKE!  check it out ok?


current mood: missing love:(

xoxo.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

al-fatehah

ku bersedakah al-fatehah, tidak putus siang dan malam. airmata menemani setiap hari dan waktu. kau di uji allah tapi ketabahan hati mu, smue dosa2 mu di hapus nya. ku tahu kau menahan kesakitan dan kepahitan tpi ini la tulisan allah. dia lebih mengetahui. dia yg maha pengampun dan maha penyayang. kau tunjuk petande nazak mu, setiap hari, tubuh mu berubah. semakin hari semakin lemah. kau diganggu syaitan dan dapat mengenali, tiada yang lain melainkan ALLAH. kau di uji setaip hari dan ku tahu dngn hati mu yang tabah dan bnyk berdoa, tuhan lebih menguji. dlam al-quran bersabdah, barang siapa yang pegang pada ugame, dan yang sedang di uji allah ketika saat terakhir, dosa2 nya akan di hapus. ya allah, berikan la ku ketabahan dan ketenangan di hati untuk tempuh ini smue. ku badi selepas kematiaan arwah atok ku dan ku takot jika terjadi kedua kali. tapi jika ini tulisan kamu, biar la dia pergi. ku reda dan berserah pada mu ya allah. ='( ='( ='(
al-fatehah



as you see, there's nothing much to post. im busy being by her side.
='(

xoxo